同一支笔（完）【汤姆｜梅洛普｜治愈向】 (第4/14页)

，泪水涌出视向不同方向的浅灰sE眸，淅淅沥沥滑落苍白的脸颊：“Itayba.Iwasamonsterwhogotwhatshedeserved.HowcouldIbeworthyofanythingafterthat?HowcouldIbeagoodmothertoyou,whenIwasn’tevenagoodperson?”那是我的报应，汤姆。我只是个罪有应得的禽兽。在犯下如此罪恶之后，我还能值得拥有什么？我连一个好的人都不是，我怎么能做一个好母亲？

    汤姆剑眉紧锁，拳慢慢握紧，声音低沉而冷y：“Youthinkthatexcuseswhatyoudid?Youthinkthatmakesitrighttoabandonme?”你以为这就能为你所做的一切开脱吗？你以为这就能让你抛弃我变得理所当然吗？

    梅洛普惊慌地摇了摇头：“No!Idon’tdeservetobeexcused!WhatIsaid…it…itdoesn’texcuseanything!Iwasweak.Iwas…evil.AndwhenIlookedatyou,Iwasafraid.Ithought,Whatifyouturlikeme?WhatifIruinedyou,too?WhatifyouhatedmeforwhatI’ddone?Maybeyou’dbebetteroffwithoutme.Maybe…ifItookmyselftothegrave,you’dhaveacetobebetter,tobest